The soundtrack of my life would make a horrible Spotify playlist. I wrote a huge chunk of the Everything Happens manuscript listening to a tiny Minnesotan college marching band rehearse the same. two. measures. for. eleven. days. I can still hear sousaphones when I open Microsoft Word. Writing from home means hearing tiny dinosaur shrieks from the playroom and subconsciously singing along to “Everything is Awesome!” from the LEGO movie. So, it is only fitting that I wrote my recent New York Times piece sitting in a shopping mall with cheery choruses of Christmas jingles blasting my eardrums.
When life turns upside down, sometimes all you can hear is white noise. Nothing makes sense. It feels like you’re a human turn table shuttering between grooves. It becomes impossible to sort through all the sonic soup of worry, advice, and placation when everything you thought you knew about life seems wrong.
I thought I knew how to cheerfully soldier on, alone in this new reality.
What I didn’t expect, dear ones, is how this community would grow. Just when it seemed nothing could be coherent again, this beautiful community came along and showed me I could be all kinds of messy without losing my worth. Everything Happens started as a love letter to my family in the midst of my hardest weeks, and a confession of all the absurd thoughts I couldn’t quite say out loud. Somewhere along the way it morphed into a love letter to ALL of you. My future is uncertain. But what IS certain to me, now, is how connection transforms uncertainty and isolation into delight.
You all have taught me that we are not problems to be solved, but people to be loved.
This book is truly for you all. It is a celebration of vulnerability, an affirmation of your delirious doubt, a resource for how to respond to the minimizers, teachers, and solvers in your life, and a way, I hope, to faithfully stare down the darkness—together.
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My dears, I am absolutely thrilled to share with you a preview of my new podcast, Everything Happens. It’s about learning how to be a human being in a world that loves you more when you are shiny and whole…and what you learn when you aren’t.